Shaman, Illuminati And Greys, Oh My!

 One day in January, I went to a shaman for help with energetic cord-cutting. That night I received a message on my Instagram account asking me to join the Illuminati. At that time, my account was private. That was also when I became really interested in occult and esoteric information. 

 I thought it was just some creep who knew I followed many of those kinds of accounts and wanted to scam me. It seemed like English wasn’t this person’s first language. The message also mentioned euros and used a foreign symbol for money I didn’t recognize. I thought it was funny and joked about it in my story.

 I posted the message and asked if I should join with a laughing face emoji. Afterward, I went to bed at 10 o’clock. I came to, and I was in a dimly lit place with three Greys in front of me. They were yellowish and translucent with big black eyes and no ears, nose, or mouth. One was holding a book and trying to show me what was in it.

 I was crying and told them I wasn’t ready. Their faces were expressionless, but I got a message of confusion from them. It was like they were responding, but I thought YOU wanted this! I woke up quivering. It reminded me of being little and crying so hard that it’s difficult to catch your breath afterward.

 If I’d just experienced a dream, then why did I wake up as if I’d been crying? And I still had that pang of fear inside me, like I did when they tried to show me what was in the book. I was tired, but it felt like morning. It’s still dark at 6 a.m. in January where I live, so I thought it was around 5 o’clock.

 I turned on my phone, and it was only 11 p.m. I’d only been in bed for an hour. I couldn’t sleep, so I looked up alien abductions. I was always interested in space but never sci-fi, so I knew little about this topic. 

 I was shocked to read that EVERYTHING I’d just experienced was pretty standard. I read how The Greys can be gray, green, yellow, or translucent in color. They’re expressionless, communicate through telepathy, and usually appear in groups of three. There’s usually some sort of time warp, like expanded time or a collapse of it, and numerous reports of one of The Greys holding a book and trying to show the abductee what’s in it.

 I’m not saying there’s a Grey and Illuminati connection, but I looked that up, too. It was even more strange that this happened right after I got that message on Instagram and mocked it. Also, all of this happened on the day I visited a shaman. Did we open up a portal?!

 I was right because I wasn’t ready for any information from The Greys then. I’d just gotten comfortable talking to dead people and needed to ease into alien contact! I deleted my Instagram story and blocked the user who sent me the Illuminati invitation. A few months later, I received a similar message through email.

 This email address is attached to my Instagram account, but I don’t have it posted ANYWHERE. Plus, my account was still private, so it made me uneasy how “they” knew other ways to reach me. My logical mind explained Google and Instagram’s algorithm and how they sell our information, but still! Now that I was starting to open my third eye and trust my intuition, there was something eerie about this, and I didn’t want to be involved!

 Spirits? Fine. Aliens? Maybe someday, but I drew the line at cults! I know very little about this supposed secret club for the elite. All I know is the bad feeling it gave me. It screamed, “DON’T OPEN PANDORA’S BOX!”

 Since then, I’ve had more contact with extraterrestrials. I now know the aliens interacting with me aren’t connected to the Illuminati. Perhaps they were trying to warn me. Through books, Quantum Healing Hypnosis (QHHT), and my own experiences, I’ve learned that abductions usually don’t remove the physical body and aren’t meant to cause us harm.

Anything depicted negatively for entertainment purposes is meant to instill fright. We’re also trained to fear the unknown at a young age. My alien family isn’t hostile, but are there other beings out there who are? Everything has duality, so I’m sure E.T.’s are no exception.

 Negative and positive beings come in all forms and colors. I also don’t believe all of The Reptilians are negative. And dark forces won’t contact you if you keep your frequency high. The same concept applies to entity attachments and possessions here on Earth, which I’ve also experienced (read post: https://esotericbrooke.com/meet-your-new-friends-2/).

 Think about animal testing as it relates to science. I’M COMPLETELY AGAINST THIS, but I can see how the scientific community tries to justify it. I’ve heard that many beings have the same intention but the awareness within them not to be cruel. Unfortunately, humans don’t give animals the same consideration.

 It’s new and strange to us because we’re now on the other side of the lab. It can be alarming, and it was for me when I first had contact. I’ve heard that’s why they usually have us forget so that it won’t interfere with the rest of our lives, and I think that’s pretty damn considerate.

 

Disclaimer: I am not a licensed physician. Anything expressed in my videos, website, and social media accounts is my opinion and should be viewed for entertainment.

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