Abductions And Portals

 I tried to astral project, but it was difficult because I was overthinking it. I had a couple of pillows covering my eyes and supporting my head, so I couldn’t see. I felt awake but heard a loud noise and felt something fall on me and push me down to the ground. I thought the roof collapsed, and I died.

 I should’ve jerked up and thrown the pillows off my face, but I didn’t. I was calm and at ease about dying. I left my body and floated through a sea of blackness. Then I saw a tight and familiar passageway in which I usually enter.

 I always thought this entrance was the bottom of a spaceship. Although I haven’t seen a lot of sci-fi movies, it was standard to the ones depicted in these films. It looked like it was made of metal, and the entry was round. It opened in the middle like an elevator door.

 I was about to enter when I heard a feminine voice say, “This is the wrong portal.” I was whisked away and taken to another gateway that resembled a garbage shoot. It was smaller and rectangular, so I wondered how I’d fit through. Once again, I started overthinking and left the scene.

 For almost a year, I thought I’d been entering a spaceship. Later that week, I continued listening to The Convoluted Universe audiobook. In this particular chapter, a hypnotized client stated that it’s common for portals to appear as entrances to a spacecraft. Again, I had an experience validated without consciously looking for the answer.

 So lately, I’ve been so excited about this revelation that I’m having difficulty astral projecting and staying in that dimension once I do. Since then, what’s happened is that I’ll fall asleep and come back to my room but in a dream state. It’s so real that I don’t even realize I’m asleep until I start looking around. It’s similar to sleep paralysis but without the fear and dark energy present.

 A few nights ago, I walked around in the dark and thought, this is weird. I don’t remember getting out of bed, and why didn’t I turn on the lights? I kept looking around and noticed one of my cats had three ears. That’s when I realized I’d fallen asleep.

 As soon as I comprehended this, something suctioned me out of my room. I went through the same sea of black, but I didn’t see any green codes like I used to. I felt like I was in the original Charlie and the Chocolate Factory movie scene, where Charlie and his grandpa taste the fizzy lifting drinks, then gracefully float toward the fan. Am I being abducted, or am I just dreaming? 

 I’m so thrilled about this new phase of astral projecting that I’m put back in my body just as quickly as I arrive. I always feel myself re-enter my body, and I remember everything beforehand. It’s similar to lucid dreaming, where you’re conscious, so you know you can interact with the aliens and ask questions (if only I’d stay that long). The fact that I’m so attentive and vividly remember what I see proves it’s no dream, though!

 I don’t feel or see myself traveling through time and space in regular dreams. I also can’t feel myself being removed from my room and physically re-entering my skin afterward. Are extraterrestrials assisting me more now because I’m having difficulty connecting with them on my own? Last week I had another out-of-the-ordinary experience.

 I fell asleep and woke up in my room. Something extracted me again, except this time, it felt like I could float alone once I got out of my room. I freely swam up Earth’s atmosphere until I got to the layer that separates our planet from outer space (I think the Exosphere). I got zapped as I went through.

 I floated up and got to another coating of space film. This one was thick and hard to push through. It felt like Jell-o or dense foam, but I finally punctured through it. The layer after was so light- lighter than anything I’d ever felt!

 It was peaceful, and I heard harps and Hz frequencies. I knew whatever floated here just made these sounds naturally. It was a combination of movement and the atmosphere, and I was now a part of it. It wasn’t like extraterrestrials were playing music.

 My last crazy experience this week was the same as walking through my room and realizing I was sleeping. A gravity force pulled me out again, and I floated to (what looked like) an underwater castle. Large, dark crystals surrounded this place. I came to and heard a male voice say, “Finally! She was able to make it back.”

 I felt like I was lying down in a surgical room. I saw two beings above me, although I couldn’t distinguish their characteristics. Alas, I was too cognizant and delighted! I felt myself slip away and transition back into my room and then my body.

 I feel like I know too much now, and I don’t mean that in an egotistical way. My brain is constantly on fire because I’m feverish about these new experiences and everything I’m learning. However, it would probably behoove me to be more relaxed. It’s hard to be calm, though, when I see more now than I ever did while on drugs- including Ayahuasca!

 

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